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Friday, March 09, 2007

oh great... i m evil. yes im.. but i dun wan 2 b! but wad choices do i haff? none at all... i haff got no choices... dun blame miie... it isnt my fot....ty mae n chun fai...4 comforting miie... my best buddies 4eva... im so glad tat i still keep it contact wif lyk chun fai kaiyang n yongda n danny n a lot of previous classmates which i didnt expect would keep in contact wif... lucky miie... u guys r such nice ppl! oh n on wed (or was it tues?) canyon claimed he saw miie at northpoint ay 6.20am... n i was yawning... i rly dun rmb myself yawning... nvm.. n i didnt c him... =.= i m quite blurr i noe.... i missed a chance 2 c a frwen! oh im so great... alrite.. weiling seriously made miie regret coming 2 anderson wif her listing of the skus i could easily get in... nanyang, st nic, dunman high, chung cheng main n lots! T^T ok anderson frwens.. loook.. i lyk u guys a llooooooootttttt but.... i dunno y... i feel lyk i dun fit in... okayyyyy... its not bcuz of ani1 alrite? its juz myself... it tink tat tis isnt e place i shld b in... dunno y i long 4 a gurl's sku... i dunno y! im not a les i noe... i juz long 2 b in dere! lyk 4 example nanyang... dey always go 2 hwa chong u noe... (dere r rumours tat hwa chong guys r shuai!) xD jkjk.. tats not e point... k nvm.. mayb dunman high would do... hmm.... i didnt treasure my psle marks! i wan 2 get in a ip sku...i lag... i do! i suck... yea i suck! i hate myself 4 hu im... dunno y... i hate myself... HATE! dere's juz a kinda... sad n hating feeling trap inside miie... i try 2 get rid of it but i cant...it always cum... HOW? WAD? WAD CAN I DO? nth.... get lost "myself"!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:18 PM|

l0ve ishh a big illusi0n ``i shld try t0 f0rget.